I had over 117 names on my buddy list. Only 3 of the people on my list ever IM me, so I just deleted a bunch of names. It was so hard for me to do. I'm weird like that. I have issues with letting go. I mean, they're freakin screen names and I actually had a hard time deleting them. What the hell is that all about?
I'm like that with everything in life. I have a huge storage box with cards I've recieved since I can remember. I can't throw them away. I have the cards from my bridal shower (over 13 years ago), my graduation, my 16th birthday, every Christmas card anyone has ever given us. I also have every single card/letter that Tony has ever given me. Even the one where he left a note on my front door telling me that he was going to stop by my house after work. I have a bunch of emails saved to various folders.
I've tried many times to go through the cards and throw them away, to delete the emails, only keeping the ones that really mean something to me, but I can't bring myself to do it. I actually fear that by throwing them away, I'm throwing away a memory I'll never get back.
I have saved every single one of the teeth my boys have lost. They are all decaying away in a shoe box in the garage.
At least those things are of some value. They represent times of my life, special occassions, people I've loved, friends , family. But screen names on my buddy list? What the fuck?







I delted a bunch of names this past week too. Felt weird but it had to be done.
I also save my kids teeth in little boxes.
I feel better now knowing I am not the only one. :)