OH MY GOD.
Did you know in about a month, there will be A LITTLE BABY GIRL IN MY HOUSE?
A BABY.
My life is about to change in such a drastic way and it's hitting me all at once. I'll not be alone anymore during the day while the boys are at school. I will be changing diapers and breastfeeding every 3 hours and burping and changing diapers again.
HOLY SHIT.
I think I'm too old for this! I don't know if I can do this again. I don't know if I remember what to do with a baby! How the hell will I be able to take care of THREE CHILDREN and be a good mother? How will I give them all the attention, love and care that they need?
Life as I know it is over and I'm starting an entirely different phase in my life full of new challenges.
Am I going to be able to do this? Will I be a miserable failure?
Oh my God. In all honesty, I'm terrified at the moment.







you'll do great!!! we all have faith in you! :)