I had just about finished writing a post about visiting my grandfather this weekend, at home because he's been released from the hospital and is doing so much better and how he was less than 2 days from death had my cousin not gone to visit and noticed that he was turning BLUE, but HA! Firefox crashed (AGAIN) and there went the post.
I may rewrite it, because it was a wonderful visit (and a wonderful post, I might add. I mean, I used to word "uplifting!" in it, people!) But, right now, I'm too bitter about having lost that post so this is all you're going to get. For now.
I'm not feeling well and have convinced myself I have cancer. I'm tired all of the time and I have started getting these little red dots all over my arm, stomach and legs that look like blood vessels breaking under the skin. I'm scared as hell (because, yes, I googled my symptoms), but, how much do you want to bet that my doctor will tell me that "there's nothing wrong!" and "it's normal to have bloody dots all over your body!"
As if it's not bad enough that I'm lathargic and spotted with a bloody rash, I've got a lot going on in other places of my body. Like I said VERY LOUDLY to my cousin at the EXACT moment the music suddenly stopped in dance class on Friday night "Hemorroids AND a yeast infection, it's like A PARTY IN MY PANTS!"
But seriously folks. I'm one miserable human being right now and I don't feel much like writing. I just wanted to let you know that Grandpa is better. Thank you so much for your emails, comments and prayers.







I have those spots on my arms too, sometimes they are worse than others. I got all the tests done for Mylofibrosis and they were all negative. That was about 5 years ago. Then I found out about a spleen disorder that can cause it, and easy bruising, which I also have. And apparently by getting your spleen out it will stop, but if you don't it's not serious (at least from what I remember reading) I don't feel sick or anything so whatever. My husband jokes about the whole spleen removal thing, but, if that's what it is, I'd totally get my spleen out, and smack him with it.