Yesterday, the sky was unbelievably blue, with bright white clouds scattered about. A sharp contrast to the gray, smog filled sky the day before. A crisp blue sky is rare here in the polluted "Inland Empire" of Southern California, so you KNOW I had to go grab the camera to document the special occasion.
My God, it was such a beautiful day. Warm sunshine, clear blue sky, puffy white clouds. It made me happy. So very happy. (Oh my God. The Cheese&trade)
The kids weren't too happy when they heard me say "Watch Gabby, I'm going to get the camera." Infact, I'd say they were very UNHAPPY and at one point, threats were handed down because OH MY GOD, JUST LET ME TAKE A FEW PICTURES AND STOP ACTING LIKE I'M TORTURING YOU, DAMMIT.
Eventually (after many threats of "if you do not let me snap this shot, NO PAINTBALL FOR YOU!") they stopped whining and I was able to get a few really great pictures.
What is WITH my kids and their raging hatred of my camera? Seriously. (I'm sure my kids, along with other family members, would say something like "We hate your camera because you ALWAYS HAVE IT IN OUR FACES.")
The weather put me in such a great mood yesterday, that after months of complaining about not having extra money, I agreed to finally stop complaining and actually DO SOMETHING to try to contribute a little extra cash to this household. OMG! People! I am going to sell candles. ME! SELL THINGS! TO PEOPLE!
This is such a giant step for me, as I NEVER take chances with anything because I? Am Chicken Shit. I always SAY I'm going to try things, but then, when it comes to actually DOING things, I get scared of failing and think of a million reasons why I would suck at it and never follow through because I'M SCARED SHITLESS OF FAILING.
Yesterday, the blue skies and clouds made me think "Hey! I love these freaking candles! Why not sell them so I can earn free candles AND make money!" So, I told my friend "Sign me up TODAY!"
Now, I'm regretting it because they sky is no longer blue, but cloudy and overcast and I do not think I will meet my 6 shows/$1,200 in SIX WEEKS quota and OMG. I AM A PATHETIC PERSON WHO DIDN'T GO TO COLLEGE AND SHOULD NEVER TRY THINGS THAT DO NOT INVOLVE WIPING ASSES AND COOKING DINNER.
That is how my mind works and that is why I never try things that could possibly make me successful. I am scared. I do not believe in myself the thought of having to annoy friends about having a party makes me want to PUKE.
So, um, hey, Internet, who wants to have a "book" party for me? ANYONE? HUH? UM NO IT'S OK YOU DON'T HAVE TO SORRY I ASKED OK THEN BYE.
(Oh my God! I can't do this! And, oh my GOD! remember how I used to be all "TAKE YOUR CANDLES AND SHOVE IT!"? And now? Am.Selling.Candles. AH.)
Tony was all up in my grill last night, telling me things like "You need to take it seriously" and "You better meet your quota because I aint paying for that kit, woman."
He's supportive in his own, cute little way.
I do plan on taking it seriously. Well, as seriously as I can take the selling of candles, but I am allowed to freak out before I actually start taking The Selling of The Candles seriously.
Because Ha! Ha! I am a seller of candles.
(p.s. have no fear, this will NOT turn into a "buy candles from me" blog. I PROMISE YOU.)







ps i like candles too :D
wanna add a link so we can see your candles :)
not that we are pushy or anything
have faith Y
and have fun that all it takes to sell things :)