For the past few days, everytime I look at my oldest son, I cry.
I cry because I can no longer pick him up, hold him in my lap and bite his little cheeks.
I cry because the adorable little toddler who used to stand no taller than my knees and who would raise his hands high in the air so that I could pick him up, is now as tall as I am.
I cry because the precious little boy who used to be so proud to have his mommy walk him to class everyday is now a pimply faced teenager who doesn't even want me to get out of the car when I take him to school.
I cry because as of last month, I have to buy his shoes from the "mens" department.
I cry because he no longer thinks girls have cooties, but watches them with a curious eye when they walk by.
I cry because the little boy who used to walk around in a Ninja Turle Jumpsuit doing kicks and turns now walks around with a walkman singing rock songs and bobbing his head to the music.
I cry because the little boy who wanted nothing more than for his mommy to read him a story or play catch out in the front yard is now to busy hanging out with friends to give his mommy the time of day.
I cry because the first child I concieved, the beautiful little baby boy who made me a mother, my little "Nunu" is growing into a young man right before my eyes and as proud as I am of the man he's becoming, my heart wishes I could stop time, rewind it and let him be my little boy for just a little while longer.
Aw, but look what a fantastic kid he's turning out to be!
(Though, I'm totally with you. I cry when Isaac starts pronouncing restaurant correctly.)