That right there is what my desk looks like most mornings. A bowl of Cream of Wheat. A list of things to do that never get done. My two phones, because, you know, Lena or Tony might call while I'm working at 5 in the morning. A coffee mug.
Yes. A coffee mug. With coffee made with love by my husband and not by a Starbucks barista because OH MY GOD I AM GIVING UP STARBUCKS.
It's been five days (FIVE!) since I've had a cup of Starbucks. You may think that's not a big deal, but, I had developed a nasty 7 day a week habit. Every single day, I would drive myself to the nearest (drive-thru) Starbucks and order a grande, non fat, upside down, extra caramel (because the non fat milk totally balanced out the extra sugar. Right?) caramel machiatto.
While money was an issue in my decision to TRY to give it up (because I'm not yet convinced I CAN give it up completely), the main reason was my health. In addition to giving up my caramel macchiatos, I've also decided it was time to give up the diet coke. Because drinking a 5,000 calorie coffee every morning wasn't bad enough, I had also developed a 2 LITER A DAY diet coke habit. I haven't had a glass of diet coke since Sunday. PigHunter is THRILLED as he pretty much blames every single one of my problems on The Diet Coke.
Example:
Me (laying in bed, sick as a dog and crying): "I feel so awful."
Him: (kneeling right beside me whilst sticking his big fat finger in my face): "I TOLD YOU TO LAY OFF THE DIET COKE, WOMAN."
That right there is a true story.
And there have been many more times where he's brought up the fact that I need to Quit The Diet Coke. But, since I started throwing back the "I'll lay off the diet coke as soon as you lay off THE BEER because it's killing yer liver, you ass" argument, he kind of decided to keep his mouth shut about the diet coke.
Anyway.
You may be thinking "no wonder you've been feeling so bad!" And I understand why people would think that, but the truth is that having been feeling so sick with the low thyroid, I had tricked myself into believing that the caffeine and the sugar made me feel better. When I would get a throbbing headache, I'd go to starbucks because "caffeine takes away my headaches!" When I'd feel low on energy (which was pretty much every second of every day) I'd pour myself a glass of diet coke because "the caffeine will help pep me up!"
Lies. Liiiiiieeeeeeees.
It's not been easy giving it up, but, I have noticed an improvement in the way that I've been feeling for the past two days and I can't help but thinking it's my body's way of thanking me for LAYING OFF THE DIET COKE, WOMAN.








i gave up diet coke when i was pregnant because of the caffine and aspertame. i switched to diet rite pure zero. it's caffine free and made with splenda. i now prefer it. if either of those 2 were an issue you may want to try it. ok, back to lurking now. much love.