Last week I started a higher dose of my thyroid medication (because the dose I was on was ineffective.)
I'm feeling rather frustrated and confused that after a week of taking a higher dose, I feel worse.
I don't know how that's possible, but it's true.
My husband asked me how I was feeling now that my meds were adjusted. I could hear the hope in his tone. "You doing better, baby?" He asked with a smile on his face.
"No." I said, fighting back tears.
I should have lied. I should have said that I feel SO MUCH BETTER! Because, honestly, I don't know how he tolerates me anymore.
I feel as though I owe everyone in my life an apology for being so damn annoying. I really do.
There is so much that I want to say, but it's all so boring and redundant and annoying, so I'll just say that I'm not doing well and I don't know that I'll ever be well again because that's how it feels this very moment. It feels very Soap Opera Serious and I actually want to say things like "The Hash&trade has robbed me of my life. I WANT MY GOD BLEEPING LIFE BACK."








No one can blame you for feeling that way. Hugs to you. :-(