Isn’t my daughter beautiful?
I didn’t think I was capable of loving her this much.
Oh my God. How I love her.
I get absolutely no sleep, I hardly have time to shower, I don’t leave the house much, I smell like milk and throw up most of the time, I can’t finish a meal, I’m fat… And yet I can’t stop smiling.
Who would have known. I never would have imagined it would be this good. I don’t know if I ever honestly expressed how terrified I was that I wasn’t going to be able to handle this. I thought I would be miserable having to get up all night to feed her, I thought I’d be crying everyday wondering what I had done.
It’s just the opposite. I feel like I’m floating on air. I’m that happy.
I don’t think anyone will ever understand how much this baby has changed me for the better. I feel so complete. I feel at complete peace with my life. Even though we are facing some tough times financially, even though I’m scared to death as to what is going to happen in the next few months… all I have to do is look at my daughter, at my handsome boys, at my incredible husband and I know in my heart that everything is going to work out and we will be okay.
I know, I KNOW. I’m a sappy mess. I bet you all wish I’d talk about vaginas and bloody discharge again, don’t you? ADMIT IT, YOU DO!